"VENTURING INTO A DEEPER LIGHT"
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with Love by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
This is a Spirit Driven newsletter that has been in circulation since 1986. The Quantum Newsletter reaches a core group of 10,000’s dedicated Planetary LightWorkers and births itself into completeness from that point forward
IN THIS ISSUE
*** THE VIBRATION OF ‘WANT’
*** BETTING ON AN INVISIBLE FUTURE
*** VENTURING INTO DEEPER LIGHT
*** The COLLECTIVE
*** The Light Speaks
*** We Are The 13th Council of Lemurian Elders
*** THE STAR COUNCILS SPEAK
*** Solar Heart Crystals
***Gathering of She 2009 Smokey Mts. TN (Flyer Attached to email please pass around)
*** Cosmic Classified
THE VIBRATION OF ‘WANT’
As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
The very energy of the word ‘WANT’ is a PORTAL of ENTRANCE and EXIT. want is a #13 vibration, which asks one to go to the edge, jump and learn to fly on the way down. It asks one to walk into the invisible and step without fear. 13 is all about the courage ‘to be’. A portal of possibilities exists at every turn of ones life. Are you brave enough to enter a place of holiness and risk losing yourself to a higher light? What is it you really want and are you ready to receive it?
As you sit in the center of all you once were and all that you are destined to become, you come to point of clear knowing. The longing for what you once desired changes forever. In the recognition of completeness there are no needs, there are no desires, there are no wants. All is automatically filled by its corresponding parts of completion.
You enter a place of pure emptiness. A place where you are hollow and ready to receive. You have completely emptied out of what you once thought you were suppose to do, and supposed to be. in the emptiness of all that you are, there is a complete fullness. When something is full and complete, the next step is emptying and the learning continues eternally.
Light defines itself as light. The light holds the original blueprint of all things that are birthed in all shades of light. Light comes in more shades, then colors. Think of the times you tried to match white to white or black to black, in clothing or in paint. There are thousands of shades of white and there are thousands of depths of black.
On this planet of duality, you are given the task of dissecting the light and dark and gray matter of your life. Humanity tends to stay close to the borders of light and dark, straddling the razor-blade fence of that particular energy. Humanity is now asked to do the cosmic wash and swim through all the dingy whites and dive deep into all the darks, the grays, and the blacks without coming up any whiter or any darker then one originally entered. You are to do not the wash not become the washing factor. In other words, you are to come fully into your experience of life not judging the many shades of white/ light, nor judging the many shades of gray or shadow. Only to Observe the shades and nuances that have always existed, but you have not seen.
Do not look at those who wear the dark cloaks of wolves in a world of sheep with any judgment, but look at them closely as they too act out what is needed. As you sup upon the light, you will taste the very sweetest to the most bitter. Each of you will become translators of all shades of the light.
It would be a very bland world if everything were homespun vanilla. The ups and downs of who you know yourself to be, has brought to you the character lines of your heart. Walking the path of poverty and prosperity has given you both the pauper and the prince’s viewpoint and thus has seasoned you well. stand tall in this knowing that everything is perfect. Knowing that all rights will wrong themselves and all wrongs will right themselves as you watch the players and the playing become more animated in the next few months. Stand on the chessboard of this experience stretching your self and encompassing all roles. We are the Council of Light, all shades of light.
BETTING ON AN INVISIBLE FUTURE
As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
You have each walked into a stairway of questing, of questioning, of asking what is the next step of my journey, of my heart, of my mission. You stand at the top of the stairway to heaven, but it does not connect to anything that you can feel or see. Your hearts’ desires live above the patterns of the mass consciousness and the mass manifestations. As you reach into your higher heart for higher truths, higher lights and higher loves; you also reach for higher creational abilities. These manifestations live in the invisible. They are visible only in your mind, in your heart and in your dreams. But they are invisible in your physical world.
You are asked to place all of your desires, your wants, and your needs –upon an invisible future. There are so few that truly know without a doubt that the invisible will manifest in accordance with how deeply, how strongly, how powerfully they believe. You cannot see your future because your future does not live here on earth. It has not come as of yet. It has not manifested, you are ahead of your creations. In this there is great frustration, as you feel all alone in your creations. It is like baking a cake from a cake mix box that has no directions on it, putting it into an oven that is invisible and turning on a timer that does not exist.
Each of you holds your personal 'vision in invisibility.' Every great person that has existed on this earth has held the vision in a place of invisibility. First they imagined it, then they embraced it, and then they loved it until the invisible became true. It did not come by some divine decree. It came into manifestation through the hearts, the yearnings and the desires of those that called it into existence.
You are responsible for creating the invisible dream that dwells in your heart. You hold it as one who holds a baby bird in their hands – comforting it, giving it warmth, nurturing it. You are continually birthing what you need, and what you desire. Most people give up before it is manifested -- the very day the birth is to be announced they quit, they stop, and they walk away. They think who will notice? Who will care? Everything of life notices and everything of life cares! All of Earth was ready to welcome in that manifestation that you so lovingly created, and germinated inside of your heart and that you so thoughtlessly aborted before it was birthed.
Trust the seeds that you have planted. You must trust that what your soul yearns for is true and will come forth and be birthed. The Creator does not ever and can not ever hold back from you or sequester something from you. You are given full reign on earth. You are the ones that will birth the future. When you see a need, fill it. At that moment in time the universe is saying to you – “Help me to birth this. Help God to birth it by just holding the vision long enough for it to manifest".
Each of you is asked continually to help birth a better future, a better Earth, just by you're thinking. Hold the vision of goodness for your world – not just your own creations. Whenever you have an opportunity to seed another’s thought – give them the gift of what you know to be truth and hope. Hold that gift long enough until it is birthed. Do not ever give up on it. The Creator, the Source has never given up on you. Do not give up on others. Do not laugh at their dreams or toss their dreams to the wind because sometimes a person’s dreams is all that they have to live for. Help to birth the dreams, the desires, and the invisible into the visible.
VENTURING INTO DEEPER LIGHT
As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
I am the essence of Metatron. I look and I view the light of you -- and it is humbling. Each of you has walked into more brilliance of self and yet you still stand where the sand and the waterline meet. You have not even ventured into the deeper waters of light, slipping into the ocean of God , and into the ability to See. You stand on the seashores of yourself, preparing for what is to come next. It is as vast as all potential of all worlds and it is truly purer than any energy that has existed upon earth up until this time. Coming into oneness is not a journey for those weak of heart or purpose. It is a journey for those who are brave beyond reason. It is a journey for those who can scale the mountains of self on the way thru the past.
The human body by itself radiates and shows a vast array of light frequencies. The atoms within the flesh have a beautiful light. You see your humanness as tainted and obsolete – to be discarded as you move into a higher echelon. Embrace the light of being human! These new waves of light enter you optically. They enter through every opening that your body has. They are received in a linear fashion into the brain, and as particles of light that land upon you and are absorbed. Allow your humanness to shine. If you separated your human body, your light body and your soul – you would see that each is a shining star. In the next 6 months when the planets and stars lineup – the light will become more linear of nature, being seen in streaks. Each of you holds a different type of alignment, a different octave of light. You are becoming the celestial events. Remember – as above, so below – as in Heaven, so on Earth. It is but a mirror image always. Look to the Heavens for explanations of yourselves.
As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
The Collective is always/all ways available to you, for you, with you and through you. You are truly a complete God Light/Unit that can never truly be separated from Source. Source consists of all 144 layers of Light within Light. By breathing in your Collective, you integrate into your human self, all knowledge, all wisdom, and all Truth.
In actuality there are 144 layers to you, your humanness is #144 and your Godhead is #1. One hundred and forty three layers of you are enlightened, in light and pure spirit. Only number 144 has partial amnesia, and bad hair days. Only #144 deals with traffic jams, headaches, in-laws, bugs, and pimples. 99% of you is pure light in consciousness, still evolving, still moving forward, but not dealing with the everyday earth world.
Imagine your Collective as a vast all-reaching all-consuming energy within your own human light field. The Collective loves you, supports you, and exists as you exist, always. Breathe in deeply the breath of the Collective, fill your humanness with its essence, then on the exhale imagine your Collective breathing you in! Exchanging energy, light, and information. Reconnecting with each other finally. Like a cup of water pored back into the ocean. Coming home, coming into Oneness. Breathing in the Collective and allowing the Collective to breath you.
This is truly coming into your power, your light, and your oneness. Connecting with the Source that is you. Receiving wisdom and truth from your personal eternal light. Not having to go outside of yourself to some far off distant galaxy to access a silver-haired almighty God. All that you seek is within, is part of you already. Your Collective has always been with you it can be no other way.
Now is the time and place to renew your long forgotten relationship with your personal Collective. To reconnect through the breathe, the life force, to the Source that is always available to you 24 hrs. a day 7 days a week, forever. You will find an enormous love within the energy of your Collective, a love that has never ended, nor will it ever. All that you seek is available to you and for you and always has been. It is simple it is easy and it is God, and it is you
THE LIGHT SPEAKS
As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
Time after time, existence after existence, you have been birthed, you have died, and you have been birthed again. In this lifetime alone you have birthed and died a hundred times already and there will be a thousand more to come. Level by level, week by week – you birth another level of you, another nuance that is not known and has not been seen, another possibility, another perception, another day. And every night as you slumber, you have the option to let go of what has hurt you, of what has wounded you, what has lessened your light, what has lessened your heart, and fly to the stars and dance in the heavens, and be birthed anew on the sunrise.
Humans are the only species in this part of the galaxy that have the ability to die a hundred deaths and be born a hundred times in one life span. You are re-incarnation-al aspects of the original you, of your original being from this human birth. It seems as if weeks are years and years are weeks, and days are long and nights are short, and the sun shines brighter and the waters run bluer. All of this is because you perceive it as so.
There are many whose perceptions are dark and dank and the waters are muddy and they see only debris on the shoreline of life. They see the residual pond of selfishness within the human pod that surrounds them. They do not see the heart of the situation. They lessen themselves as the lessons get crueler and crueler day by day. They shrink their horizons as their panoramic view disappears from their consciousness.
You cannot allow the delusional and the dilution-all energies of another’s perception to splatter mud upon your own joy. For what you seek, you shall find and what you yearn for you shall become, and what is unknown shall be known. For wide is the path that you have sculpted for yourself. Lift up your being on this day as you see above the conflict from a viewpoint high on the cliff of divinity. For it is up to you dear ones to always lift yourself above the confusion, above the pain, above the sadness and the delusion, the anger and the hate.
Many in your life do not heed your intuitive words. They heed not your perception, and your prophecy. For you hold the promise of the future within you. You hold the hope of all those who sleep in fear and confusion. You hold the promise within your cellular structure – the promise that this world would not be destroyed again.
I come forth on this day of alignment. I am just a beam of Light. I have not a name, not a sound – I am only love. Lift up your head and your eyes to a new day as it is birthed. You are love, as you are loved.
We Are The 13th Council of Lemurian Elders
As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
We are the 13th Council of Lemurian Elders. What enables us to become 13 as we are 12 vibrations is that we form a union, an alignment with the light within whom we address and thus it becomes the 13th level of our being.
We have existed thru time as it is known and unknown. You have walked with us side by side thru time, dimension and space. You have walked with us in the future and looked for us in the past. Lemuria is a sequence of encodings within your DNA structure. It is a golden thread that is woven through a tapestry of time that is different of vibration then the other incarnational threads. Renew your vows of remembering.
Each of you that read these words once lived upon the place and time of Lemuria in the land of MU . Each of you long for that completeness of community. You seek it in your daily world and events. You hold it secreted in your heart. You remember the times that were spoken of today of the mother land MY/Lemuria. The times you made love without touching, the times that all of the township came to help you birth. supported you, loved you and believed in you. You remember any of this?
If you look closely to your biblical references, you will find that many of the requirements of being a good Christian were also requirements of being a good Lemurian. To honor one another, to give, to love, to believe, to create through a point of knowing and a point of reception by the energies in your physical life. In this incarnation you yearn to be light, but all of you have fallen into physicalness purposefully with an energetic agenda. It oft times appears as if someone has taken the ladder of light far away from your reach. But the reach comes not from your hands and your arms, it comes with your heart and your memories. On this day you have reached up and out into a time and a place that was comfortable for you. A time and a place that you do not see, or even hold the hope for on your densely acquired planet.
In every civilization, there is a rising and a falling. In every human relationship, there are peaks and valleys. It is time for you to look at all acquisitions of your physical and emotional nature and set them free. free from judgments, free from entanglements, free from emotional debris And then you will be able to walk into a place of embracing your Lemurian consciousness knowing that there is NO lack, or no doing without that all is to be shared and not hidden from one another like a dog with a bone. You have held that blueprint within your DNA for eons of time.
Time dances to the beat of a different drummer in your world. It appears that you have everything and yet you feel empty as a pond that has dried from the summers heat. Your houses are filled, your cupboards are filled, your closets are filled and yet you are empty. You pray for the peace. You pray for love. You pray for harmony, and yet you do not see it in any portion of your daily life.
as you embrace the Lemurian ways, you will find that peace flows easier to you, that obstructions part the seas for you, that your thinking is no longer under construction or contraction. You will find with just a sleight of hand memory that you can dance throughout your day, remembering how to move forward and backward simultaneously. remembering the abilities that were hidden behind the lenses of your eyes until you were ready to see.
It will take much strength and effort on your part to hold tightly to this knowledge. Many will say it is just a hookah dream and cannot exist on a planet of polarities. Earth has always has been a one stop shop of polarities. That is what the material world is all about. In oneness material looses it sparkle and kick so it does not exist in higher light fields unless one so desires to have it.
In your world of giving and receiving, you often place an eye upon the giving while keeping a hand waiting and open for receiving. we ask you to let go and focus on what it is you can give to another without benefit of accruing anything. It is important that you allow this re-surfacing to be felt. It is important to us that you love your humanness for you are braver than we as you incarnate into physical form over and over again. we have chosen to stay in light form. At this time there are no Lemurian elders incarnated on earth, but we are existing on Sirius. You were the brave ones that said. "I will love this body, I will love this world. And then when I am full of loving everything that is around me, I will work have earned my light body.”
In this time on earth, there are many of you that have incarnated that lived in the time of MU/Lemuria. You were so afraid of your humanness. Never fully committing to be human always spending more time in your light body for humanness was too dense to suffocating to earthy. We do not see that it is any easier to weave from human to light than it was from light to flesh. Nevertheless, you are doing it. Moreover, you are doing it for a continent of light that gave everything and asked for nothing in return.
Doorways of opportunity arise as your consciousness that was so submerged comes to the surface. Each of you when you view a part of memory that is still etched in time in your world of your time in Lemuria, something is triggered. An awakening occurs.
As children you were more aware of these facets then as adults when you would look at what seemed supernatural or paranormal or unexplained and love it. You knew what it meant. You knew it was important, but nobody around you could explain it. But in your soul, in the very fabric of your being, you knew what it meant. In your adulthood you now seek that community of light that held you in their lap as you grew up as a child. You now seek those that tell you, you can swim deep with the dolphins and speak their words. You can fly high with the birds and speak their words. You can commune with everything and it will understand you. You can move your awareness to anyplace that you can think of and you are there. You are trying so hard to wear this fabric of time past.
When you come together in groups you help actualize ancient truths that have been sleeping behind false statements. And you begin to remember as a group, as a pod, as a community. When you remember those around you will remember as well. It is time to see with the eyes of your soul what is transpiring. It is not time to point fingers for you know when there is a wolf in sheep clothing and you know when someone speaks with poisoned words and you know when a contract is signed behind 18 inch steel doors. It disrupts the pattern of life. You innately know it all. And your moods fluctuate throughout the day and you do not understand why. But always you are effected by the dramatic choices of others whether you can explain this to yourself or not. This is part of your Lemurian communal nature were another’s choice effects the outcome for the entire village.
Your village at this time is Earth my children. And it is not up to you to get caught in the politics and the dynamics of negativity. But you were given insight into what it could be and what it was on this day, how to make love, how to love, how to birth, how to care for that which is unborn, how to be supported by those around you, how to raise yourself and your child and your thinking. Even though you are an adult, the child within you still wants that, still wants someone to sit there and tell the stories of how it was. And that is what has happened and transpired on this day. These stories bring you hope. You feel different and you are different. You are different because a part of you remembers and once you remember you can never again forget.
Each of you will be given a gift as you sleep. As you lay down to sleep, visualize a Lemurian elder standing over you. from their hands come golden rays of Light. Let these golden rays of light enter all of your chakra points and then allow it to be focused on your third eye/ forehead. If you would do this for 7 eves as you sleep, you will find that your innate psychic abilities transcend. You will come forth into an awareness that goes beyond explanation. We are the 13th council of Lemurian Elders.
THE STAR COUNCILS SPEAK
As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
Welcome we are the Pleiadian energies. We enter a wave of completion as we come forth into this time. We ask you to just stretch your light, your heart, and stretch your imaginations so that we may all bind together in a higher truth on this day. The time has come for you to undo your expectations of the past, to undo what was told to you, to undo what you learned, to undo what you knew once was truth. For the world about you has you tied in knots. Now it is time to release the knots within the laces of your life.
You have allowed your world, your teachings, your scholars, and your governments to express to you what is suitable, what is normal, what is needed. You have allowed your spouses, your children, your dogs, and your cat to run loops around you, keeping you in a perimeter that is as small as a playpen. Dear ones, you have outgrown that playpen many years ago. Now it is time for you to climb over past those self imposed perimeters. You must make a running leap over that electrical fence of limitation that has shocked you into submission.
we as Light representatives come to tell you -- that the very essence of Good stands pounding at the door of your life. Most days you are to busy picking up the pieces of your life, restructuring the trials and tribulations, weaving them into a sweater to wear on a stormy day to hear the good knocking at your door. It is time to let go of those limitations.
You know you are so much more, you feel your vastness, but you do not allow yourself to bask in it. You let the dramas and limitations others impose on you to be your excuses. The reason you cannot move forward is finances or husbands or wives or obligations. day after day and year after year and time after time you will give excuses to yourself as a gift because you think you need the experience.
set yourself free as one who jumps from a plane knowing they will land in safety. You let your world, your stock market, your money announce to you what you can and cannot do. Look at the Master that whips you into submission. You beat yourself up and you push yourself on ward – not wanting to be there, your soul screams in misery as you keep it confined in a cricket cage. your soul wants to sing like a nightingale instead of relentlessly rubbing its back legs together.
Day by day, thought by thought, anger by anger – there are holes being punched in your world and little by little you leak into the future –a droplet at a time. the future is not but a breath away, a pulse away. It is not somewhere 50 miles down the road. It is here, within this minute and this word. you are in the future – you stand there in all of your glory and all of your beauty. What will you do with it? Quick! It is gone -- and then the next opportunity for future comes. What will you do with it? Poof! It is gone! That is how fast your world, your future, your heart’s desire is passing you by. you cannot wait until vacation time to become the real you. You cannot wait until you have a weekend off. You must live it on a daily basis without the limitations of time. Without the limitations that others impose upon you to keep themselves feeling important.
SOLAR HEART CRYSTALS
Within these beautiful hand carved Brazilian crystals lives a sacred geometry and a light that has waited 100’s o years to shine. These magnificent Crystals have been hand-carved by a master carver in Brazil . They hold within them the matrix of the heart. Just by holding these crystals, you will open pathways within your heart. They energetically merge with the human heart and introduce it to a long forgotten part of itself, the solar Heart.
The human heart is deeper and more complex than anyone has ever realized. The Solar Heart represents a stellar/sun/solar aspect of this sacred Heart geometry. Whenever you use heartfelt intentions or even see the symbol of a heart, a healing occurs upon the earth. The very word Heart is part of Mother Earth's soul reflection and that soul reflection can be found in all of her children, you heal for the heart of Mother Earth.
The Solar Heart CRYSTAL asks you to look beyond illusions and to see with the eyes of the real heart. Looking beyond that which seems too human and has not yet reached a state of grace. The healing that occurs with this exquisite solar Heart Crystal is deep and exact. Pinpointing what is to be healed on every level of life. A hundred lifetimes can be healed with a single heartfelt intention. Solar instructions are downloaded to earth via the solar winds, solar rain and the auroras. etc. The sun herself is experiencing a stellar upgrade as she is being infused with high-level gamma and X rays that are originating from deep space. A stellar Ley line connects earth to the center of the Milky Way galaxy. The sun behind the sun wants your undivided attention.
These beautiful Solar Heart Crystals come to open up a part of the human heart that has been closed and fearful. The true vibration of love is liquid and fluid. These hand-carved Heart Crystals come to teach you how to love with an open heart, without remorse. Love is asking for your hand in marriage, in trust, in faith and in the deep heart knowing that anything is possible. Keep this crystal close to your heart; you never know when you may find someone who needs it more than you. Love is a living energy that multiplies on contact. Only a few of these left around $22 ea
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